IDN (Islamic Development Network)
this is like drafted in 2019
I know its late and things aren’t great with us but I just wanted to say that I’m sorry for treating you bad and not being considerate I know that I usually make you angry with my remarks and again my carelessness has clearly affected alot of things between us and I dont deserve another apology for that and that hope I can hear from you again overall tomorrow I’ll be having my graduation and I wanted to say thank you for being with me despite everything I loved that I’d get to share my university arc days with you.I know its late and things aren’t great with us but I just wanted to say that I’m sorry for treating you bad and not being considerate I know that I usually make you angry with my remarks and again my carelessness has clearly affected alot of things between us and I dont deserve another apology for that and that hope I can hear from you again overall tomorrow I’ll be having my graduation and I wanted to say thank you for being with me despite everything I loved that I’d get to share my university arc days with you.I know its late and things aren’t great with us but I just wanted to say that I’m sorry for treating you bad and not being considerate I know that I usually make you angry with my remarks and again my carelessness has clearly affected alot of things between us and I dont deserve another apology for that and that hope I can hear from you again overall tomorrow I’ll be having my graduation and I wanted to say thank you for being with me despite everything I loved that I’d get to share my university arc days with you.I know its late and things aren’t great with us but I just wanted to say that I’m sorry for treating you bad and not being considerate I know that I usually make you angry with my remarks and again my carelessness has clearly affected alot of things between us and I dont deserve another apology for that and that hope I can hear from you again overall tomorrow I’ll be having my graduation and I wanted to say thank you for being with me despite everything I loved that I’d get to share my university arc days with you.I know its late and things aren’t great with us but I just wanted to say that I’m sorry for treating you bad and not being considerate I know that I usually make you angry with my remarks and again my carelessness has clearly affected alot of things between us and I dont deserve another apology for that and that hope I can hear from you again overall tomorrow I’ll be having my graduation and I wanted to say thank you for being with me despite everything I loved that I’d get to share my university arc days with you.I know its late and things aren’t great with us but I just wanted to say that I’m sorry for treating you bad and not being considerate I know that I usually make you angry with my remarks and again my carelessness has clearly affected alot of things between us and I dont deserve another apology for that and that hope I can hear from you again overall tomorrow I’ll be having my graduation and I wanted to say thank you for being with me despite everything I loved that I’d get to share my university arc days with you.I know its late and things aren’t great with us but I just wanted to say that I’m sorry for treating you bad and not being considerate I know that I usually make you angry with my remarks and again my carelessness has clearly affected alot of things between us and I dont deserve another apology for that and that hope I can hear from you again overall tomorrow I’ll be having my graduation and I wanted to say thank you for being with me despite everything I loved that I’d get to share my university arc days with you.I know its late and things aren’t great with us but I just wanted to say that I’m sorry for treating you bad and not being considerate I know that I usually make you angry with my remarks and again my carelessness has clearly affected alot of things between us and I dont deserve another apology for that and that hope I can hear from you again overall tomorrow I’ll be having my graduation and I wanted to say thank you for being with me despite everything I loved that I’d get to share my university arc days with you.I know its late and things aren’t great with us but I just wanted to say that I’m sorry for treating you bad and not being considerate I know that I usually make you angry with my remarks and again my carelessness has clearly affected alot of things between us and I dont deserve another apology for that and that hope I can hear from you again overall tomorrow I’ll be having my graduation and I wanted to say thank you for being with me despite everything I loved that I’d get to share my university arc days with you.I know its late and things aren’t great with us but I just wanted to say that I’m sorry for treating you bad and not being considerate I know that I usually make you angry with my remarks and again my carelessness has clearly affected alot of things between us and I dont deserve another apology for that and that hope I can hear from you again overall tomorrow I’ll be having my graduation and I wanted to say thank you for being with me despite everything I loved that I’d get to share my university arc days with you.I know its late and things aren’t great with us but I just wanted to say that I’m sorry for treating you bad and not being considerate I know that I usually make you angry with my remarks and again my carelessness has clearly affected alot of things between us and I dont deserve another apology for that and that hope I can hear from you again overall tomorrow I’ll be having my graduation and I wanted to say thank you for being with me despite everything I loved that I’d get to share my university arc days with you.I know its late and things aren’t great with us but I just wanted to say that I’m sorry for treating you bad and not being considerate I know that I usually make you angry with my remarks and again my carelessness has clearly affected alot of things between us and I dont deserve another apology for that and that hope I can hear from you again overall tomorrow I’ll be having my graduation and I wanted to say thank you for being with me despite everything I loved that I’d get to share my university arc days with you.I know its late and things aren’t great with us but I just wanted to say that I’m sorry for treating you bad and not being considerate I know that I usually make you angry with my remarks and again my carelessness has clearly affected alot of things between us and I dont deserve another apology for that and that hope I can hear from you again overall tomorrow I’ll be having my graduation and I wanted to say thank you for being with me despite everything I loved that I’d get to share my university arc days with you.I know its late and things aren’t great with us but I just wanted to say that I’m sorry for treating you bad and not being considerate I know that I usually make you angry with my remarks and again my carelessness has clearly affected alot of things between us and I dont deserve another apology for that and that hope I can hear from you again overall tomorrow I’ll be having my graduation and I wanted to say thank you for being with me despite everything I loved that I’d get to share my university arc days with you.I know its late and things aren’t great with us but I just wanted to say that I’m sorry for treating you bad and not being considerate I know that I usually make you angry with my remarks and again my carelessness has clearly affected alot of things between us and I dont deserve another apology for that and that hope I can hear from you again overall tomorrow I’ll be having my graduation and I wanted to say thank you for being with me despite everything I loved that I’d get to share my university arc days with you.I know its late and things aren’t great with us but I just wanted to say that I’m sorry for treating you bad and not being considerate I know that I usually make you angry with my remarks and again my carelessness has clearly affected alot of things between us and I dont deserve another apology for that and that hope I can hear from you again overall tomorrow I’ll be having my graduation and I wanted to say thank you for being with me despite everything I loved that I’d get to share my university arc days with you.I know its late and things aren’t great with us but I just wanted to say that I’m sorry for treating you bad and not being considerate I know that I usually make you angry with my remarks and again my carelessness has clearly affected alot of things between us and I dont deserve another apology for that and that hope I can hear from you again overall tomorrow I’ll be having my graduation and I wanted to say thank you for being with me despite everything I loved that I’d get to share my university arc days with you.I know its late and things aren’t great with us but I just wanted to say that I’m sorry for treating you bad and not being considerate I know that I usually make you angry with my remarks and again my carelessness has clearly affected alot of things between us and I dont deserve another apology for that and that hope I can hear from you again overall tomorrow I’ll be having my graduation and I wanted to say thank you for being with me despite everything I loved that I’d get to share my university arc days with you.I know its late and things aren’t great with us but I just wanted to say that I’m sorry for treating you bad and not being considerate I know that I usually make you angry with my remarks and again my carelessness has clearly affected alot of things between us and I dont deserve another apology for that and that hope I can hear from you again overall tomorrow I’ll be having my graduation and I wanted to say thank you for being with me despite everything I loved that I’d get to share my university arc days with you.I know its late and things aren’t great with us but I just wanted to say that I’m sorry for treating you bad and not being considerate I know that I usually make you angry with my remarks and again my carelessness has clearly affected alot of things between us and I dont deserve another apology for that and that hope I can hear from you again overall tomorrow I’ll be having my graduation and I wanted to say thank you for being with me despite everything I loved that I’d get to share my university arc days with you.I know its late and things aren’t great with us but I just wanted to say that I’m sorry for treating you bad and not being considerate I know that I usually make you angry with my remarks and again my carelessness has clearly affected alot of things between us and I dont deserve another apology for that and that hope I can hear from you again overall tomorrow I’ll be having my graduation and I wanted to say thank you for being with me despite everything I loved that I’d get to share my university arc days with you.I know its late and things aren’t great with us but I just wanted to say that I’m sorry for treating you bad and not being considerate I know that I usually make you angry with my remarks and again my carelessness has clearly affected alot of things between us and I dont deserve another apology for that and that hope I can hear from you again overall tomorrow I’ll be having my graduation and I wanted to say thank you for being with me despite everything I loved that I’d get to share my university arc days with you.I know its late and things aren’t great with us but I just wanted to say that I’m sorry for treating you bad and not being considerate I know that I usually make you angry with my remarks and again my carelessness has clearly affected alot of things between us and I dont deserve another apology for that and that hope I can hear from you again overall tomorrow I’ll be having my graduation and I wanted to say thank you for being with me despite everything I loved that I’d get to share my university arc days with you.I know its late and things aren’t great with us but I just wanted to say that I’m sorry for treating you bad and not being considerate I know that I usually make you angry with my remarks and again my carelessness has clearly affected alot of things between us and I dont deserve another apology for that and that hope I can hear from you again overall tomorrow I’ll be having my graduation and I wanted to say thank you for being with me despite everything I loved that I’d get to share my university arc days with you.I know its late and things aren’t great with us but I just wanted to say that I’m sorry for treating you bad and not being considerate I know that I usually make you angry with my remarks and again my carelessness has clearly affected alot of things between us and I dont deserve another apology for that and that hope I can hear from you again overall tomorrow I’ll be having my graduation and I wanted to say thank you for being with me despite everything I loved that I’d get to share my university arc days with you.I know its late and things aren’t great with us but I just wanted to say that I’m sorry for treating you bad and not being considerate I know that I usually make you angry with my remarks and again my carelessness has clearly affected alot of things between us and I dont deserve another apology for that and that hope I can hear from you again overall tomorrow I’ll be having my graduation and I wanted to say thank you for being with me despite everything I loved that I’d get to share my university arc days with you.I know its late and things aren’t great with us but I just wanted to say that I’m sorry for treating you bad and not being considerate I know that I usually make you angry with my remarks and again my carelessness has clearly affected alot of things between us and I dont deserve another apology for that and that hope I can hear from you again overall tomorrow I’ll be having my graduation and I wanted to say thank you for being with me despite everything I loved that I’d get to share my university arc days with you.I know its late and things aren’t great with us but I just wanted to say that I’m sorry for treating you bad and not being considerate I know that I usually make you angry with my remarks and again my carelessness has clearly affected alot of things between us and I dont deserve another apology for that and that hope I can hear from you again overall tomorrow I’ll be having my graduation and I wanted to say thank you for being with me despite everything I loved that I’d get to share my university arc days with you.I know its late and things aren’t great with us but I just wanted to say that I’m sorry for treating you bad and not being considerate I know that I usually make you angry with my remarks and again my carelessness has clearly affected alot of things between us and I dont deserve another apology for that and that hope I can hear from you again overall tomorrow I’ll be having my graduation and I wanted to say thank you for being with me despite everything I loved that I’d get to share my university arc days with you.I know its late and things aren’t great with us but I just wanted to say that I’m sorry for treating you bad and not being considerate I know that I usually make you angry with my remarks and again my carelessness has clearly affected alot of things between us and I dont deserve another apology for that and that hope I can hear from you again overall tomorrow I’ll be having my graduation and I wanted to say thank you for being with me despite everything I loved that I’d get to share my university arc days with you.
What's a human being gotta be like?
I dont like the way i look and the way people say things about me i wish i could just live together with you but its clear that i'm only hurting everyone around me
i guess its true what i said 6 or 7 years ago in that plane ride i will get whatever i want and i'll never be happy and be fuliflled because you are not allowed to be happy i said to myself, if i was not such a coward and still have anything left i'd prefer to just kill myself
19/09/26
Lately, I've been miserable again. I feel like I'm losing control over everything and everyone I care about, but do you even have anyone you care about? Or do you just need approval from people because you know you are such an idiot, loser, fat, and most importantly, an asshole
You're mean,
you hate people,
you are so, so, so hateful,
so full of hatred towards others. Why should you, out of everyone in the entire world, deserve an amount of respect? At least they actually make people smile or feel comfortable?
But you? fucking pathethic; all you do is just dance and be a clown. That's all you've ever done ever since you entered into this life. There is not a moment where people don't laugh in your face, or don't see you as different, but let's be fucking honest: you like that
YOU LIKE BEING LAUGHED AT AS IF IT'S ANOTHER ONE OF THE FUCKING GOD CRUEL JOKE YOU JUST ENJOY THE ATTENTION
Oh your poor thing you must be misunderstood people just dont get you rightt thats all the excuse you get when one thing is clear that no matter how good people act yo you always remember that you will never be happy you dont deserve to be happy this is your mortal curse that even said yourself
Remember that flight? The one you hate? you told yourself that you will never be happy ever like ever you are just not allowed ot be happy why? because its going to be dissapointing and everyone just dissapointing to you you just hate yourself so much that its impossible for you to atleast emphatize with anyone other than yourself
do you even have anyone at all that enjoy spending more than one or three year with you everyone hates you and the only reason that you still have 'friends' is because they want something from you nobody is genuine about you not him not them
No your not a victim or a monster
You're just a loser mar.
I hope you die in your sleep knowing you're a fucking coward to do it yoursell